July 2009 Archives

What do you know when it's sunday night and you dread going back to work?

That it's time for a new job. Which works out well cause I leave back for school in a little less than a month so I can stick it out till then. I've been there roughly two years, pretty good for me in fact.

Oh well, at least it's a job and I have time to learn new things while I'm there. The biggest annoyance in fact is the network, and how they block the dumbest things ever. Those are the moments that I really have to muster the wisdom to stay seated and not just walk... I know that might sound stupid to some, but I'm not your typical computer user and it's insulting to be treated as such all because some idiot somewhere is.

Grr... soon I will have real net access always. Soon, very soon...

One area is style as I can't seem to pick anything that might resemble something in style. More critical is my inability to stay sane when I like someone...

I'm such a fool, and maybe only in the worst ways, as i lose all sanity when it comes to women. I shouldn't be thinking of pursuing someone who isn't looking for the same kind of relationship as me. Yet, I am the first to go all in and put my heart in limbo for some insanity. Amazing and beautiful, but still insanity in the end to think that it could work.

What scares me is I've done that before, look where that led me...

Oh well. Plenty of fish in the sea, or lake as that is where I am now.

Seriously. This is a freaking huge deal for me cause I don't really swim, yet anyhow, so going across Patagonia lake is a pretty big deal. Sure there was a raft, well, blow-up air mattress, but hey I mostly swam.

is awesome. Video to follow?

is the most awesome place I think I've ever been on Ft. Huachuca.

is so annoying. Over the summer I've been writing various code while working on random projects and now I'm trying to pick a license to put all the random bits under and I can't decide. The GPL annoys me because it is viral in ways I don't like, but something also about just MIT or BSD licenses also make me uncertain. First world problems indeed...

but I should have. I like this "three year old shirt" so fuck off.

do I say something that moments later I wish I could take back. I am such a fool so much of the time.



Best 4th of July... Ever.

As I've recently discovered a small amount of traffic to my short post about DCIPS I thought I'd write a quick followup with a little more details. (Also a quick shout out to the person/persons at the NSA visiting here, you guys rock.)

I'm a fairly young fellow, and although I am employed by DoA I am only a temporary hire as I have been in school most of the two years I've been working as a civilian. In that time I've endured countless hours of "mandatory training" that sucks the life out of me. Despite all of the mind numbing training, DCIPS conversion training ended up not being the worst thing ever. The instructor gets great credit from me for making the process as painless as any required training is.

What about DCIPS? Well, there are a great number of issues with NSPS, hence our command avoided it like the plague. Converting first from GS to GG, now to DCIPS. Will you, really be any better under DCIPS than other systems? So long as you have a supervisor who isn't an asshole, if you haven't personally had one you know who they are, then you will be better off under DCIPS. Unfortunately, if you have a supervisor who is, well, DCIPS as well as NSPS allows them to screw you over in a more documented manner.

During training we heard stories how some idiots at fairly high levels said "no current lower grade GG/GS employees will get better than a three" (with one being the worst, five the best). Flat out wrong and incorrect. Although one of the goals of DCIPS is to fight the inflated ratings that exist in the current GS/GG systems, to flatly say something like that is wrong and demoralizes all. The inflated ratings never meant anything before, but now that it is tied to compensation, well, shouldn't they mean more? It used to be that if you did your job, most supervisors would rate at least four across the board, sometimes mostly fives. It many cases, these "excellent ratings" were the reward for going above and beyond. There might be a small one time bonus, but that was pretty much it.

DCIPS though allows a supervisor, who really wants to encourage employees, the ability to reward those with a lasting pay increase as well as a bonus. This bonus however is not always small, rather linked directly to your final rating score. If you somehow get fives across the board, your payout will be much greater than those with "just" fours. Shouldn't it be that way? Doesn't it frustrate you that even if you go well above and beyond the GS/GG system tied your supervisors hands in being able to reward you?

I think DCIPS has issues, don't think that I believe that it's perfect by any means. However, how great is the current system? You can't honestly say it's anywhere near amazing either. Bad managers will be bad managers in both systems. You don't lose the ability to fight things up the chain, but you do get to be paid more for what you do now and you're not held to some arbitrary grade/step system that doesn't pay you what you are really worth.

I'm sorry long timers, but if your organization wants to hire me you will have to pay me a decent wage. Just because I haven't been "in the system" doesn't mean that you can hire me in as a 7 with the promise of going up to a 12 in X number of years. That's just stupid when I can make what a 12 makes, and have the responsibilities and knowledge of one, right now. I might come across cocky sometimes, but I know what I know, and I'll straight up tell you when I don't. However, I am a very quick learner and am very proactive in learning new things. I fear for the government agencies that fight DCIPS and NSPS as they will continue to fail in attracting the very best and brightest. Again, there is more than money, I've quit a job and taken less money elsewhere because I wanted to be a part of something I believed in, but when I have a family to take care of and bills to pay... most everyone knows the struggle there. Maybe that's why the government is so dependent on contractors?

In summary. DCIPS is better than what I've seen and heard about NSPS. DCIPS is better than current GG/GS systems. DCIPS has issues, but good managers will overcome those issues, while bad managers will continue to make your life hell no matter the system.

Either way, I'm headed back to school before I get "converted" so this doesn't really even effect me right now. However, if the kick ass organizations that I'd love to work for (NRO/DISA/NSA/CIA/DARPA) can't stay competitive, well, private sector works well for me.

If you are a manager, why should you care? Because you don't want to miss out on folks as good and better than me.

What to do, oh what to do.

Really, it is more like what is there not to do? I really need to work on some server related issues, work more writing code in Objective-C and Cocoa, get the rotation of my polygon working right in my iPhone app, in addition to trying to hand out with some friends and family.

Plus, I'm working on a super secret project... can't say what in case it never gets anywhere, but if it does... well, +11 to my awesome score!